Is it a bad thing that I'm opening up to people more?
I think it is, I like to stay quiet and not share many things about myself, but no. Lately I just spill my guts whenever I start talking to people after a while. Then I look like a douche, and then I completely shut off, because I flip out that they know so much about me and I know so little about them. I've done it so many times. Zipping my mouth from now on.