Can you believe.

it's been five years.
I think about the highest points of the last five years i've been struggling with this.
I think of the lowest points i've been at.
It's not pretty, and the sad thing is I can't find my way out of it.
I'm stuck in this web, soon this monster will eat me alive.

You know

I decided to start writing on here again, I don't know why.. maybe I'm stupid.
But it's one am, I barely sleep anymore so instead of clogging up tumblr with my random thoughts, I'd start writing on my blogspot again.