I do miss you

It's funny, how you can say 'I don't care' as much as you want, and you can fool everyone around you  but the one person you don't fool is yourself.
You know your secrets, you know exactly how you feel about something.
There are many things I wish for
I wish that I never said some things I did, I wish I never acted a certain way, and also I wish I never said that I didn't want that friendship, because that friendship is something I want more than anything.
Have you ever shared your whole self with someone, given EVERYTHING to them, and then end up where I am now.
I miss the friendship we had, no matter how much I say I dont care about it.
I've said my sorrys, and I guess that's all I can do, is know i've tried to do the right thing.
Oh well *smiles*